Badminton IdolS

Ever since the lovely sister came back from her India competition trip, she had been craving lots of different kind of Malaysian food. And thanks to my great mind on suggesting where to eat for our lunch today, I got myself a big surprise other than the delicious lunch!


I met,

THEM!!!

weee~~ hahaha

I first saw Tan Boon Heong with a half blue half red football team shirt. (is that Barcelona's shirt?? I seriously not sure) My mouth was half hanging and the noodles were flying in the air infront of my face. I don't know why I got so excited when I saw them!! haha happy happy. Then at that time, I was already hitting my sister so hard and kept saying "eh ting..TING..OMG TING LOOK!! Tan Boon Heong lerr!!" just when my sister confirmed that its him, I started searching for Koo Kien Kiat this time.

Then...I spot him!! *screams screams* hahaha A light purple shirt with the word "GAP" together with a white cap. This time, it was even worse. I stared at him, as if there are golden bars dropping down to earth from the sky. My eyes went 0.0 and LOCKED on him, continuously for 20 minutes!! (they were standing waiting for seats) and I lost my appetite to continue the food cus my mind is not on my food anymore..haha(okla the food wasn't what I wanted anyway)

I guess I wasn't given a chance to stare at a guy ever since my breakup, that I stared at him so badly!! and I know I scared him off because, I kept smiling and my expression was SO EXCITED and I made him feel like "oh yeshh, the little girl here IS staring at you" =p OMGOMG *aaahhhh!!!!* hahahaha why laa what happen to me? Ok I don't know but this was the first time I see them from such short distance! I met them a few times during their matches around KL stadiums but the distance was too far. So yep..both of them are so strong and charming~! wakaka

Blah.. I have never been so crazy at looking at idols. Worse still, Lee Chong Wei had always been my top favourite among all Malaysian players. hmm... so what makes me think that Koo Kien Kiat is sooo yeeng today?! I looked around, and everyone was busy with their food. Am I the only one to spot them? The badminton stars of our country? Nevermind.. better! Then everyone will face their head down on the food, and I get to continue looking at him clearly. kekeke

Malaysian players are losing a lot in the badminton field this 2 years. Bad comments are hitting on them so often nowadays but I hope that wouldn't stop their fighting spirit. Keep it up people, no matter what happen, I will forever support all Malaysian players!

Malaysia Boleh!!

Imperfect Life

Life is never perfect, I know. But today, is just not my day.

Case 1) Started working early in the morning after dropping sister in school and went stamping office via the new road. (Overhead bridge which connects Subang to Federal Highway without jamsss). This was a good path, I'm so tired of LDP already. Today, after coming down from the bridge, felt disappointed because that short distance from overhead bridge to stamping office in Federal Highway was never jam. Fine, traffic jam. Urghhh

Just when I am reaching stamping office, there I see again a white-uniform-human-with-black-pants together with their look-so-cool motorbike was standing beside the road, inspecting a car. I was thinking already, early in the morning when everyone is stucked in the jam, what the hell are you doing? Why aren't you controlling the traffic? Unless you prove us that the guy was a murderer or something. Can't you do that at other period of time? Malaysians are meant to be keh-poh enough already. Whoever/Whatever that stops beside the road will definitely attract attention of all Malaysians and therefore slowing down their vehicles and not paying attention in front. Worse still, its the white-uniformed human standing there, with their usual greedy and useless pose and look. Of course everyone will look at him! Thinking: *oh no..which unlucky fella early in the morning.*

Ok here goes the main point. haha

Right after everyone pass them, there goes the emergency break from the cars in front. So do I, and I managed to stop. With the usual phobia, my first reaction was to look into mirror, looking at the distance then the speed of the car behind. I knew, that with the Proton Waja's initial velocity, I am left with small chance that it can stop before my car. I tried to move forward as much as I can but it was the maximum already.

(Don't get me wrong, I will NEVER miss Physics)

In my heart: "wan dan liao.. Oh my Little O' Saga..please please pleaseeeeee"

1..

2..

3..

BOOOMMMMMMMMM

My heart: *cries* MY CARRRR... "just hope that it will not be thatt bad, please please"

Okay, she looks kind, nervous as usual. My car only need some polish and I trust her that she will not just run away. Okay I do have some vested interest because I saw her car with IMU sticker and I believe on healthcare student. Very Bad!! I know. (sorry sorry no offence to other friends.)Blah, it was just first impression. I see me in her, because I understand how it feels to knock on other people's car. The financial pressure, and also blaming myself for being careless.

(Again, don't get me wrong, I'll NEVER miss Thinking Skills)

SCRATCHES-ES-ES-ES

After I hopped up my car, I know I am not in fault but the feeling of being caught in the accident this time, is just different. I cried, once more. Seriously, why did I cry?! Ish such a childish naive little girl I am. I still have my lovely parents isn't it? Stupid.


Case 2) After i reach stamping office, when I took my lovely Nokia N81 out from the pocket.
*mouth open, slightly heart attact, & SHIT!* My phone cracked! As in, some black shell cracked and drop off, leaving the phone looking SO NAKED AND CACAT. That was so so ugly!!

This phone meant a lot to me, and I have no intentions on changing a new phone for the time being. Plus, I don't expect my parents to buy me a new one anytime soon. So, NO. I told myself, I must find that lost piece and I will glue it back or do something to it when I am home later.


I threw out everything in the handbag, searched the car up and down.

No where to be seen.

Just when my mind was wondering thinking of all sorts of negative things again, I found it. right on my driver seat! I was sitting on it. HAHA HEHE smiles!



And so, the phone must be added with protective layer from now onwards. The phone designers designed it this way, I always feel bad to give them the extra layer. But I don't have a choice now, too bad my beautiful and elegant phone.

Cover 1: The beautiful phone is totally covered! How can...

So, I tried the second one..

Cover 2: At least still looks normal, but didn't cover that drop off part at all.

Can it really help?

Case 3) After all the despatch and stamping works, I went back to daddy's office as usual to continue my work.
and I almost TRIPPED THREE TIMES by accidentally kicking the files on the floor.


Ish. I know if I can just be more careful in my life, I will be so much more happier.


Luckily, no case 4. Today is just not my day. I felt that my car lost its virginity. haha because first time other people knock on my car. Then, I am really worried that the beautiful phone will never be perfect anymore, I really cannot stand it if it is broken again this way.


Quote: "bad things do happen when ur at the lowest point"
Yeah, you are right.

Change

Still, it really happenned. Everything seems to be okay at first but what was the problem?

CHANGE

From both person, both side, both parties.

Miracly, I talked to my mother about it. ("Shuang hahh WHAT?!") haha yes I know everyone will give me this reaction. She forced me to tell what happenned and my face emotion definitely can't cover up anything anymore. For the first time, I felt that mummy understands the situation. She did not side anyone and gave me advices as someone who came through it before.
Because of her, I am emotionally more stable after that. Actually until now I still don't understand how can my mood change so fast after talking to her. What did mummy said that made me feel alive again? lol don't know. I don't see her keyword. Maybe every word was the keyword.


The so called new life is not good yet and not improving yet either. But I know, I must do it. Well, I am not that great, I know my emotion wouldn't be that smooth without him making extra efforts. But still, I must stop relying on any other people and be more independent. In the first place, this is what I wanted isn't it? GRR I KNOW HOW TO TALK ONLY.


Anyhow, I have found the key on how to accept what had happenned and to stay healthy for myself, it might not be a good idea but at least that makes me feel better. It's ok. I am satisfied already. I'm still confused with the feeling I have now. Hope to make it clear as soon as I can, without anymore regrets.



Still alive for everyone who love and care for me, I will rearrange the positions and put myself in top priority, loving myself the most from now onwards.