A memorable experience in life. at least, in my life.
I remember ALMOST gave up taking medicine because of this. Too bad I love being in medical field that I know I've no choice.
When the course coordinator introduced us and even arranged a tutorial just to let us be prepared with the session, I was beyond nervous. I'm so worried that what if I couldn't take it and I gave up my course? Luckily I also have friends who are also as scared as me so we were together before we enter.
The night before, I COULDN'T SLEEP!! Haih useless sial.. I wasn't thattt worried because I didn't think about it much, but I just can't sleep. apa laaa... Thanks for Mummy who called and tried to comfort me and give me some encouragements and advice to face what I think was such a big challenge. As a Buddhist, yes I even chanted and chanted to make myself calm down. DON'T LAUGH nothing wrong to be nervous ok! haha
So after I enter, first thing that came into my mind. CHEHH... Why? I feel cheated. STUPID MOVIES!!! I seriously don't quite understand why must they make the room so dark in movies. Come on, the one I entered, it was even brighter than in a normal laboratory lah! Then, while I was queing up waiting for my turn to take a glove, I saw other people opening up the specimens and there goes my first sight of looking at human cadavers.
It was so much much much better than I thought it will be. Can you imagine, the one who was the most nervous among all, was the FIRST to touch? LOL but well, these people donated us the body to improve what we have now, hoping that we, as the new generation will always benefit from what they did and serving the community again. I'm now a university student and I've chosen this. :)
So I was telling myself, be mature and appreciate them! It was an amazing experience. Really. and more to come! haha
Saturday, March 13, 2010
I'm in Big Trouble
Hello!! I love you bloggie, the only place left without Singaporeans in my life.
I'm in big trouble.because.I'm so unhealthy!!
I feel sick. My life is a routine. The very unhealthy type. I live in a 6m x 4m cubicle everyday.
My life: Wake up>>go classes>>quick lunch and nap if its a 2 hrs break>>class>>reach home, SLEEP!!>>wake up,dinner time>>reach room>>facebook/sleep again>>oh shit have to study(when it is already 1130pm)>>sleep at 4am.
OMG.. other than going for classes, my life is sleep & eat ONLY!! Why do I tend to sleep sooo much?? Life is so sien. Despite the fact that I've lots of friends out there, I know they care for me a lot, but I just don't feel home with them. Probably because they're always talking about Singapore Singapore Singapore.... So sometimes I choose to just stay in my room, hoping the internet will help. Well it does at times but not very much anyway. So when I feel sooo sien, I continue to lie down on the bed and sleep AGAIN!!
I really have been sleeping too much. I have so many revisions to do and yet I'm not studying. Just can't make myself sit down and study. I'm getting the SPM and A-levels A2 feeling where i really want to study but I just can't make myself study. And I got super bad results for these 2 major exams.. Please, I cannot afford to see the disappointed face on my parents again. I need to study but HOW?!
I've a super big assignment due on 1st of April, and someone like me who never had assignment in my life, look what I'm doing now. DOING NOTHING! I'm so demotivated because I don't have the powerful vocabulary that everybody else have, not even to the standard level of it. Worse still, essay is never my thing. No matter what language is it, I HATE ESSAYS! Now, you want me to crap for 1000 words. Together with the plagirism thingy, haih how would I know what to use and what I shouldn't? Then, I've to do research in a limited databases where most of the articles I find it useful, they don't have the full text online! grr...
Another thing, with such a unhealthy life, living only in the small room without good ventilation, I didn't go for any sports either. I've got free membership for gym in university but I'm not even using it when other people need to pay over a thousand ringgit to use it. So I don't go for sports, I sleep more than half a day, and I live in the small cubicle without good ventilation (if open window you can see all the dusts on my bed). and what more. Since I'm a food lover, I crave for maggi mee SOO OFTEN! ahh.. I feel I'm no better than a smoker now.
I need motivation and I need a healthier life. Grow up Shuang. Don't sleep and ruin your life. sigh..
p/s: Weida if you happen to read this, too bad you're the only Singaporean reader who knows about my blog. Bear with me and forgive me if you feel offended. :)
I'm in big trouble.because.I'm so unhealthy!!
I feel sick. My life is a routine. The very unhealthy type. I live in a 6m x 4m cubicle everyday.
My life: Wake up>>go classes>>quick lunch and nap if its a 2 hrs break>>class>>reach home, SLEEP!!>>wake up,dinner time>>reach room>>facebook/sleep again>>oh shit have to study(when it is already 1130pm)>>sleep at 4am.
OMG.. other than going for classes, my life is sleep & eat ONLY!! Why do I tend to sleep sooo much?? Life is so sien. Despite the fact that I've lots of friends out there, I know they care for me a lot, but I just don't feel home with them. Probably because they're always talking about Singapore Singapore Singapore.... So sometimes I choose to just stay in my room, hoping the internet will help. Well it does at times but not very much anyway. So when I feel sooo sien, I continue to lie down on the bed and sleep AGAIN!!
I really have been sleeping too much. I have so many revisions to do and yet I'm not studying. Just can't make myself sit down and study. I'm getting the SPM and A-levels A2 feeling where i really want to study but I just can't make myself study. And I got super bad results for these 2 major exams.. Please, I cannot afford to see the disappointed face on my parents again. I need to study but HOW?!
I've a super big assignment due on 1st of April, and someone like me who never had assignment in my life, look what I'm doing now. DOING NOTHING! I'm so demotivated because I don't have the powerful vocabulary that everybody else have, not even to the standard level of it. Worse still, essay is never my thing. No matter what language is it, I HATE ESSAYS! Now, you want me to crap for 1000 words. Together with the plagirism thingy, haih how would I know what to use and what I shouldn't? Then, I've to do research in a limited databases where most of the articles I find it useful, they don't have the full text online! grr...
Another thing, with such a unhealthy life, living only in the small room without good ventilation, I didn't go for any sports either. I've got free membership for gym in university but I'm not even using it when other people need to pay over a thousand ringgit to use it. So I don't go for sports, I sleep more than half a day, and I live in the small cubicle without good ventilation (if open window you can see all the dusts on my bed). and what more. Since I'm a food lover, I crave for maggi mee SOO OFTEN! ahh.. I feel I'm no better than a smoker now.
I need motivation and I need a healthier life. Grow up Shuang. Don't sleep and ruin your life. sigh..
p/s: Weida if you happen to read this, too bad you're the only Singaporean reader who knows about my blog. Bear with me and forgive me if you feel offended. :)
Monday, March 1, 2010
The Freaking Weather
Funny. I actually dedicate a post just to talk about the *ggrrrrrr* weather over here.
The FREAKING Australia weather IS KILLING MEEEE.
I don't care if the whole Australia is having the same weather, but ITS JUST SO BAD. I'm now very ugly because all my freckles are out everywhere around my face and the sun made my whole body so dark now.
If you're complaining how hot is Malaysia, I can assure you. As a Malaysian who lived in Malaysia for the past 18 years, Malaysia sun is just so kind and lovely! Since last week, this stupid heatwave came and I've finally experienced 42 degree Celcius of weather. PLUS, with the low humid over here, you don't sweat much but all you can feel is PAIN! I was rushing around the university for classes. Imagine, it was so hot that I can't even motivate myself to walk faster. The moment I was exposed to sun, even under the shade, I feel the pain on my body, especially on my hand!
It is so hot that even if I put my sunglasses on, I felt that the region enclosed by the sunglasses is SO HOT which didn't make much difference. Parts of my body exposed to sun: VERY PAINFUL for every second. And it lasts even until an hour even after you enter somewhere with aircon!! and for parts of body not exposed to sun: the heat will make you feel like stripping on the road. Worse part is! Even if you strip, and your body is exposed to the sun, it is worse so it makes no difference!!!
Even stripping and being naked can't help. goshhhhh
I had so many nights which I can't sleep all thanks to the torturing weather. I thought it was just me, but no. All my friends had that. Sweating non stop during the night! I made my fan stand right infront of me but it only helped abittt. The next morning we wake up, whole body is soaked with sweat. I seriously don't understand why is air con so uncommon over here. Everyone need it!
My friend checked weather forecast today. Guess what. The humidity is only 12%! How to survive macam ini.... no matter how hot it is in Malaysia, at least we sweat. Once we reach home, stand under the fan, on the aircon to the maximum fan and lowest temperature, in 15 minutes time we'll feel so much better. Here, NO AIR CON!!! I only have the standing fan in my room and the maximum speed is '3'. To get rid of the sticky body, just take a shower and come out continue staying in the cooling room and we're feeling so relaxed. HERE?! The moment I put my cloths on I start sweating. because even the toilet is hot! aaahhhhhh.......... I can't stand bathing with cold water, even if it was very hot, I still take hot water to bath. Today, Perth made me break my record, I forced myself to bath with cold water even with the presence of hot water. Owh I don't like you Aussie sun.
The first 2 weeks when I first came, the weather was so sweet. Windy with low temperature all the time but you don't really feel cold. All of us who are so new to here was thinking "Not bad, Perth has good weather!"
Perth cheated our feelings. It betrayed us.
So, after complaining so much about the hot weather, I hope I will love the ICE weather during winter. (which I know I will complain as much as I did) haha :)
The FREAKING Australia weather IS KILLING MEEEE.
I don't care if the whole Australia is having the same weather, but ITS JUST SO BAD. I'm now very ugly because all my freckles are out everywhere around my face and the sun made my whole body so dark now.
If you're complaining how hot is Malaysia, I can assure you. As a Malaysian who lived in Malaysia for the past 18 years, Malaysia sun is just so kind and lovely! Since last week, this stupid heatwave came and I've finally experienced 42 degree Celcius of weather. PLUS, with the low humid over here, you don't sweat much but all you can feel is PAIN! I was rushing around the university for classes. Imagine, it was so hot that I can't even motivate myself to walk faster. The moment I was exposed to sun, even under the shade, I feel the pain on my body, especially on my hand!
It is so hot that even if I put my sunglasses on, I felt that the region enclosed by the sunglasses is SO HOT which didn't make much difference. Parts of my body exposed to sun: VERY PAINFUL for every second. And it lasts even until an hour even after you enter somewhere with aircon!! and for parts of body not exposed to sun: the heat will make you feel like stripping on the road. Worse part is! Even if you strip, and your body is exposed to the sun, it is worse so it makes no difference!!!
Even stripping and being naked can't help. goshhhhh
I had so many nights which I can't sleep all thanks to the torturing weather. I thought it was just me, but no. All my friends had that. Sweating non stop during the night! I made my fan stand right infront of me but it only helped abittt. The next morning we wake up, whole body is soaked with sweat. I seriously don't understand why is air con so uncommon over here. Everyone need it!
My friend checked weather forecast today. Guess what. The humidity is only 12%! How to survive macam ini.... no matter how hot it is in Malaysia, at least we sweat. Once we reach home, stand under the fan, on the aircon to the maximum fan and lowest temperature, in 15 minutes time we'll feel so much better. Here, NO AIR CON!!! I only have the standing fan in my room and the maximum speed is '3'. To get rid of the sticky body, just take a shower and come out continue staying in the cooling room and we're feeling so relaxed. HERE?! The moment I put my cloths on I start sweating. because even the toilet is hot! aaahhhhhh.......... I can't stand bathing with cold water, even if it was very hot, I still take hot water to bath. Today, Perth made me break my record, I forced myself to bath with cold water even with the presence of hot water. Owh I don't like you Aussie sun.
The first 2 weeks when I first came, the weather was so sweet. Windy with low temperature all the time but you don't really feel cold. All of us who are so new to here was thinking "Not bad, Perth has good weather!"
Perth cheated our feelings. It betrayed us.
So, after complaining so much about the hot weather, I hope I will love the ICE weather during winter. (which I know I will complain as much as I did) haha :)
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