I really love my blog. It's a place to talk to myself when I need a listener but don't want to repeat to the same people again. :D
Something unexpected? Totally. I remember how I like to tease my papa about how good am I blending myself in with my friends. Well I THINK I did have quite a number of friends back in primary school and secondary school. I'm not so afraid of putting myself into a new environment anymore because I believe that meeting new friends is totally not a problem to me. and then in A-Levels, I still remember my childish tears when I couldn't get a friend that I can click with in PM1. (Oh how dumb, right Betsy? =p)
So now that I first got into Uni, I met a great bunch of Currie Hall seniors that were so nice to me but somehow I'm just not close to them anymore after 2 weeks. Mainly because I haven't been hanging out with them but mostly with my Meddies and Dent friends. So I thought, hmm shouldn't be a problem for me to have fun here and meet more people.
Here comes the something unexpected. I have friends from Med, Dent, Commerce and even Engineering courses, BUT NOT PODIATRY!!! I've been here for a year and I don't understand this. Did I do anything wrong to my coursemates? zz DON'T UNDERSTAND LARRR!!! I'm feeling the pain more and more because imagine, when I don't turn up for lab or whatever, no one ever tried telling me whats going on, and worse still when they see me again they will never ask the reason I was absent. Maybe feeling this way is a bit of attention seeker but seriously, its ok if you don't care what happened to me, at least tell me what happened in the lab and what should I read up on etc. I'm really feeling like a loner in Podiatry that nobody cares. Thats like if anything happens or when I need some course-related help. Errr do I actually have someone there to help me out? My muka tebal has a limit. :( Just wondering what did I do that I'm so excluded among them. I have a bunch of wonderful friends in hall but the moment I leave them and go for classes, really, I'm invisible.
Oh well *pat pat myself* I have Daniel and my awesome hall friends.
I WILL NOT DROP A SINGLE TEAR FOR THIS. Not repeating it anymore! LOL
Hopefully things will turn better, I really want to have good coursemates. :)